BLP - Mixed Feelings

So today I found out I'm gonna deliver March 10th, but I also found out my midwife isn't going to be there :'( my back up midwife will deliver. I've only seen her once and she was a lot more rushed more like a doctor, so I hope it was just that one time. I'm so excited to know the date, but sad to not have my regular midwife. The only way I can have my own is to go through an amino to have the baby next week... and that isn't a option for me because the idea of getting one of those scares me.